Saturday, May 21, 2005

A few steps short

Throw together a bunch of overworked, underfed, stressed twenty- something year olds on a Friday night in Mumbai, and things are headed the wild way. Psychedelic music and the smell of nicotine in the air. Well, things take a slight turn and you find yourself carefully treading the city streets at 3 a.m. with a couple of close buddies.
Empty streets can be an eye cooler in a city with no place for immigrant ants.
Silent orange lamps glow down at you, while you mindlessly sip tea and munch biscuits.
And then it happens.
He stops.
You look back.
He looks you in the eye. A strange, weird, sublime smile takes over his face.
Three little words.
" We got engaged".
Hugs, laughter and many hours later, both of you go back home. Him to his new love, his woman.
You to your apartment, airconditioner cranked up too high and thoughts screaming too loud.
It takes so little to be humpty, dumpty, smiley, wiley happy.
As you make coffee, you also muse and watch these couple. Can't help but wonder how the story will go ahead.
What brings people together? Two entirely different people, as different as chalk and cheese. Differnt backgrounds, different cultures, different likes, different this, different that. Different, different, different.
During darker moods, it also makes you think about people who haven't had it so lucky. Or easy.
Of love that was, of love that isn't. Of dreams that were, of dreams that aren't. Of times when one of the two falls out of love, leaving the other hanging there.
Like a lone orange leaf that clings to the brown of a trunk, refusing to let go, as the autumn sun sets in a dark magenta goodbye.
Its like what Shoba De says in her book spouse.
" People feel what they feel- you can't talk them out of an emotion even if it sounds absurd to you" .
You continue with your journey through lonely streets, lamps still glowing down softly at you. One buddy less, one couple happier.
One observer more, spending minutes, hours, days, nights looking in. From outside.

11 Comments:

At Saturday, 21 May, 2005, Blogger Akruti said...

" People feel what they feel- you can't talk them out of an emotion even if it sounds absurd to you"

In the lanes of life i started my journey with lot of people around,who cared and who smiled with me and heard of my egony.but while the journey continued i saw one after the other leaving me---they had to,they reached their destination,Their abode,their love of the life.And today i am still walking fwd,But i looked back to smile at one of them and found empty and dark roads behind me,they all found what they needed,But i am still walking,will i ever reach mine? no idea
After a long time i read a post which almost made me cry:) god bless u,Keep posting

 
At Sunday, 22 May, 2005, Blogger Ubermensch said...

you just raped me with ur words...
in reverence
uber

 
At Sunday, 22 May, 2005, Blogger {illyria} said...

you have a wonderful facility for observation, prat. i would spend a day with you and just be in awe with the images you'd be able to paint with your words.

 
At Sunday, 22 May, 2005, Blogger Apoorv Gawde said...

Brilliant!! like the "humpty dumpty" you have referred to, you too make your "words work hard!!"(Lewis Caroll)....enjoying your style of writing.
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU

 
At Monday, 23 May, 2005, Blogger gulnaz said...

someone goes, someone comes...nature abhors vacum, remember. love...luck...how they play...damn.
glad to see you back. :)
Like a lone orange leaf that clings to the brown of a trunk, refusing to let go, as the autumn sun sets in a dark magenta goodbye. loved this part.
why do we link our journey with others?

 
At Tuesday, 24 May, 2005, Blogger IdeaSmith said...

Totally read you. Especially...one buddy less, one couple happier.

 
At Tuesday, 24 May, 2005, Blogger small squirrel said...

wow. yes, I can recall feeling like this many times. like I am trapped on the outside looking in at some great party, or through the window at someone else's christmas celebration...

then the tides change... life has a funny way of taking you from situation to situation.

but you have captured this moment in time beautifully, as always

 
At Wednesday, 25 May, 2005, Blogger S.L. Corsua said...

...when one of the two falls out of love, leaving the other hanging there. Like a lone orange leaf that clings to the brown of a trunk, refusing to let go

Poetically put. Beautifully so. These lines leap out to grip me every time I reread this piece. ^_^

 
At Wednesday, 25 May, 2005, Blogger Dreamcatcher said...

looking in. From outside
stunning...poignant and the images that your words painted stand out in my mind.

 
At Saturday, 28 May, 2005, Blogger Prat said...

Akruti,
Thank you for your time and thoughts, you are being very kind as ever.
I think it is some of these sligtly dark memories and moments that makes us value what we have today and smile at the thought of what tommorow holds.
Keep walking, girl. Peace and God bless.
Uber,
Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!! You flatter me no end.
Trans,
The afternoon sounds absolutely wonderful. I am not sure who is going to be in awe, though!
Apoorv,
Thanks for stopping by. Hope to see you around more.
Gulnaz,
Dont know...probably because then the treasure pot of memories and happiness gets bigger and heavier.Maybe, then again maybe not.
Whoever said one needn't have all the answers!
Ideasmithy, yeah I feel like that a lot these days since a lot of my friends are tying the knot or are gonna get there soon. God bless all of 'em.
Squirrel, life has a funny way of doing lotsa weird things, you are so right. Wonder what lies ahead for all of us.
Soulless, thanks pal. Thanks for being so nice to me!
Catcher of wonderful dreams, thank you!

 
At Friday, 03 June, 2005, Blogger Unknown said...

i am captivated....

 

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