Thursday, November 16, 2006

39 Rue de Jean

And then there are mornings such as these.

The absolute ordinariness of Friday mornings is known to send happiness waves among the scores of people who are a part of the proverbial grindstone. Its all the same in most places, whether your office is at Wall Street or in some other provincial part of a city.

The flight landed safely, without any incident. They looked at each other. She regretted wearing the small red skirt.

They had idle chatter through the trip- at the airport, in transit. Are you hungry, sleepy, resources and revenue kind of mundane stuff. Shop talk, mostly. And then there were the silences when she didn’t know if she should break into one of those awfully cheerful to the point of saying absolute nothing conversations.

Maybe he felt the awkwardness too. This mindless conversation in energy packets happened back and forth till the flight landed and she regretted wearing that red skirt.

It was still early morning- 4 a.m. Most of the city was asleep, with new people pouring in at intervals.

The hotel coffee shop was open- he sat checking his emails, while her notebook was put aside as she sat examining her shoe bites. Late night, or sometimes too early in the morning coffees, dinner with people you just met, flying in and out of cities none of which could be called home. That was the life she chose for herself. The money, the success is exhilarating, what she wanted all her life. She was almost a legacy and had built an empire for herself. She was what many women aspired to be- hard talking, glamorous, not having to take crap.

It was all her choice.

Then morning takes over, the madness of it all, the splendid beauty of it all. She excused herself. In the confines of the rest room, she seated herself and took her shoes off. If there was one thing that being in business had taught her, it was to focus, to be conscious of each minute. The wound was still a little raw- it was as if that part of her feet was living more than the rest. She just sat there and allowed herself to weep.

That night, it snowed in Paris.

10 Comments:

At Thursday, 16 November, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Between all the apparent glamor of living and hardtalking and everything, the brittle reality is that - we are just human.. and emotions are like a sealed container of glass. It's sealed tight so the outside world wouldn't know what's in.. but so easy to break...

Poignant, an emotional prick on the penultimate line...

 
At Friday, 17 November, 2006, Blogger small squirrel said...

and my girl is once again brilliant

you know, I have not written one word, not one single damned word of fiction or poetry in... god... it seems since birth. I can no longer define myself as a writer. I have left that self on another shore, sadly.

I envy your fluidity.

 
At Monday, 20 November, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Heart rending

 
At Monday, 20 November, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

"as if that part of her feet was living more than the rest" is oh-so-brilliant!

 
At Thursday, 23 November, 2006, Blogger Extempore said...

I must admit that I was a little confused about the direction the story was taking but the last paragraph put everything so perfectly in place!

I *love* this esp:

She just sat there and allowed herself to weep.

That night, it snowed in Paris.


:)

 
At Sunday, 26 November, 2006, Blogger Sunny said...

Niiice :)

 
At Tuesday, 28 November, 2006, Blogger Arunima said...

good one. Reminds me of one of my ex boss.

 
At Wednesday, 29 November, 2006, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Hey.. You are a very good writer! You have a nice blog too... :) I loved reading them..

 
At Wednesday, 29 November, 2006, Blogger ... said...

This reminds me of a speech given at undergrad commencement. Though this post is so much more poetic, and I loved the effortless shift to the last sentence.

 
At Thursday, 07 December, 2006, Blogger {illyria} said...

reading this was just like watching ripples spread over a once-calm body of water. arresting.

 

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